I drown or choke. It was a muscular reflex, a pulling backward from gagging deaths as defined bones scatter. Blood, as rich as loam, underplays the c...orus. What was the temperature of heat, I asked feeling the turgid spark of his shaft, pulling it out, ablating it, dissolved. I would be neuter if I could, which is not this clitoridectomy, no respect, nor given out like palms before Easter, forgiveness for death. My infant nurses or some mouth, like Maria did, blindfolded, tied, foot to hand. ' 'Neathrum?' You've got to be kidding,' Cassie said. She rolled away from him, held her tummy and laughed outloud. 'Neathrum Hightower? Oh, oh' she giggled. 'I'm glad you are enjoying yourself,' Nick said, watching her with sudden amusement in his eyes. When Neathrum Jr. is born, I'll remind you of this day when you made fun of his name, not to mention his father.' 'Let's get this straight, Nick. I will NEVER name my baby Neathrum, and who said I'll ever have YOUR baby. Dream on. Now,. I don’t want you quietly doing it in the corner. I want you to do it out in the open, in front of us both, to show us you’re really okay with everything.”I squeezed Neil’s hand to reassure him of my love as I asked this final thing of him, and his eyes told me he was embarrassed but also excited. Excited to be involved, on the center stage so to speak, not just in the wings. But embarrassed a little that his role was only a bit part, supporting cast to the main action between Jason and me.My. She figured it would be a one time thing. She stated that he would be gone at the end of the month. His temporary stay here was about over. She told him that he had to wear a condom but he was a lousy lover next to me. He just fucked her. He had no idea about making love. Judy looked at me and said, ‘Jim, I’m so sorry I cheated on you. It was the one and only time in our marriage that it ever happened. I was stupid and acted like a schoolgirl. I promise you with all my heart that I will do.