Mostly, I felt despair. Fucked up again. The evidence was quite clear. "Clear," in fact, described the result perfectly. Virtually no detail at all in...the negatives. Nothing. Zilch. Nothing I could salvage, even with the hardest highest-contrast paper I could find. It was hopeless. I felt like shit. Like failure. Dad wouldn't have approved, I'm sure of that.Just a fuckup. That's what it felt like and that's what it was. So, no, I didn't cry, but I felt like it. I solved it the way I'd solved so. Well I was running my fingers on his chest I ran it down too his cock & started playing with it started too kiss his chest & neck then I randomly kissed him I couldn't believe when I kissed his sweet beautiful lips I felt how I did, first time ever kissing a guy & I was so happy it was with the guy I called my best friend/ my everything. We made out for a few mins then I stopped & looked at him & said too him I'm so happy all this is with you my first experience with a few things is with you.. We were working with acids, which made me really glad for the lab coat, although I wished I had something to wear on my feet.When class ended, I had some time to kill, so I went to the library and got caught up on homework. I then went back to my dorm and took a shower. I wanted to make sure I was at least clean for the meeting.David and Tom came up to my room. They were both wearing suits. Ginsberg was wearing several military medals, and it was probably the first time I'd ever seen Tom. Then wore blue coloured bangles..Silver colour earings. High heels sandals and last but not the least manish’s mother mungalsutra as I wanted to act his wife…After getting full dressed I went in the drawing room where manish was waiting in anticipation…After looking me he said wow wifey…I was so happy to be called like that…He applied some sindhur on my head and started kissing his newly made wife (me)…Then he undressed me completely and started sucking my smooth body…He also got nude and.