Audrey didn’t even need to look at them to know what they were. Then, I took a tissue out of the box and wiped her eyes, and nose for her like you w...uld a child, and handed her a second tissue which she took into her hand, which was now clenched into a fist. ‘Audrey, dinner was real tasty. I guess if I’m doing my own cooking it will be awhile before I eat that well again,’ I mentioned, as I turned to leave. Like Audrey, my throat was closing from the emotional stress. ‘Jim,’ she called after. Over time, he insisted that he wanted to ‘court’ her. She tried very hard not to laugh and just accept that Brett was a lot different from Danny and that wasn’t a bad thing at all. She did mock him a little about ‘courting’, but on reflection she realized that he had been courting her for a very long time. He had always been there. Had helped her grow. Made her laugh, particularly when she wanted to cry. It wasn’t long before she realized she might be in love with Brett, and that Brett had been. "The gift that keeps on giving..."Grace ignored the attempt at light-hearted sarcasm. "You won't find anypeace and happiness in this world, nor will you do yourself or anyone elseany real or lasting good until you learn to accept yourself. It's reallyjust as simple as that." And just as impossible." Not impossible. Not easy either. But entirely worth a lifetime of effort."* * *They sat together on the porch for what seemed a long time after that, longenough for it to grow dark. Lights. Again he asked me have experienced gay activities, I said no. Then how did you come to know about it.Few of my friends are at it. And by chance, I have seen couple of gay DVDs. He again asked have enjoyed at least girls. However, I had no such experience, I was not that interested in sex, and I was more concerned about carrier building than wasting time on such things. But wanted to continue I said. Not completely but I have kissed couple of girls and fondled their boobs. How did you felt and.