" Suit yourself."Angique took a sip of her calvados. She peered over the rim of her glass to the girl, noting she didn't look back."Did you come over ...ere with the rest from Bianca's?" she asked, but there was no answer."I'll take that as a yes," she concluded. The girl shrugged."Am I bothering you?" she then asked."I was happy alone." I see. You look unhappy, though. Has someone been hurting you lately?"The girl's eyes flashed in Angique's direction. Her mouth worked, but no sound came from. You maywant to consider abstinence too," I pointed out."Nah, I can handle it. If you won't drink with me, then I'll drink bymyself," he said."If you insist." I poured some of his wine into a plain tumbler, sinceI did not own any fancy wineglasses. "Bring it to the table. Dinner isserved."Since becoming female, I have learned how to cook. I knew it would beexpected of me, and I had always wanted to learn anyway. My dinnerturned out very well, and Shirley confirmed it by finishing his plateand. You stand across from me, your arms folded over your chest, your weight shifting to your right leg. Normally, I would notice your tight, blue top and short skirt, but not right now. "I told you we couldn't afford it, yet you bought it anyway," I glare. "Yes I did," you shoot back. "You never listen to me!" Whatever you say!"You roll your eyes at me as you turn and walk away. You know I'm not done talking but you do this to make me mad.And it works."Hey! Where are you going?"Angrily, I follow. Even if she was sincere about quitting now, how the hell could I ever believe her or trust her again.She could have brought me home a disease at any time. Did I even know for sure that the boys were mine?I packed all or Cara's clothes and personal items that she'd need for a long stay, in her car. Before I was done, Ernie called me back. I explained the situation to him and told him what I wanted. I also told him I wanted full custody of my boys, if they were mine. I told him I'd probably also.