. forgiving ... open..." She absent-mindedly slurped coffee and stared at the hand covering hers. There was silence as they both sipped at their drink...; they might have been in a force-field bubble; insulated somehow from the hustle and bustle of everyday frantic business. Then, looking into Dulcie's eyes, went on, "I think ... it's love. That's all I can think of. But if so, I've never known what love is before." Don't try too hard to understand," Dulcie said gently, "there's many different. Jamal and I were always hot for each other, and we'd been waiting over three years for our second ever gay sexual experience together. That's as good a setup for a very hot first kiss as any any there is. I could have kissed Jamal for the next hour but after a few minutes our black tops switched their make out partners. Kissing Kenneth was also very erotic and I loved licking his extra-thick lips and biting them gently. But Jamal and I had a special sexual connection - and some emotional. I'd driven to the mall thirty miles northof my town to reduce the chance anyone I knew would see me. I'd stoppedalong the way to pull $40 in cash from my bank account. My story was thatI was purchasing a pair of panties for my girlfriend. It was Sundaymorning and the mall had just opened so I hoped there would not be manyother customers.I rehearsed my excuses in my head and played out imaginary possibleconversations. Was I really going to go through with this? The image ofmy lacy thigh highs. Ill explain everything about it. First lets surprise your Great Grandma. Sam giggles, I like surprises, and I think Great Grandma does too. Kathryn comes in and washes her hands quickly and says, You two better hurry up, grandma might think youre up to something. I explain to Kathryn, This is going to be Sams first Christmas this year. Her grandmother didnt celebrate them. Kathryn looking at Sam says, Well well just have to make this a very special Christmas for you Sam. Sam giggles and says, I.