Later, I bend a little and start playing with your big boobs. I rub your boobs with my palms in circular motions often I lift your boobs from their ba...es and press them hard.I massage your light brown aureoles and tweak the nipples with my fingers often I pull your long nipples as if to pluck them out of your boobs then I catch hold of your boobs with my hands and began to squeeze them with heavy pressure and force after 30 minutes of intense squeezing. I bend my head to suck your boobs.First I. My head swims through a myriad of twisted dreams as I float between the conscious and the unconscious. The medications I am taking never seem to keep me in either state, so I stay in the dismal unknown my head floating as I struggle through this purgatory. Always asleep yet never feeling its warm embrace completely I am left tired and worn. This cold has me regressing back to my days of an infant. I feel helpless and needy as the third and worst day drags on. Men are horrible when they are ill. Besides, which would a 19 and 21-year-old guy prefer. A 23-year-old girl or a 48-year-old lady that put on a few pounds after having three kids and did not have the same shape she had twenty-five years ago. I had put on almost seven pounds that I just could not get rid of. Don Sr. still jokes that it improved my breast. I knew my butt was bigger, my waist was thicker, my tits were starting to sag, and my stomach was not flat anymore.I had one night of forbidden sex with my boys, and now I was. GOOD LORD, she thought I wonder if he has seen the room yet.He had been so understanding when she was going through her grief at Billy’s death. It had been like he was giving her marriage counseling during that time while she was still home. It was her dad who pushed her so hard to move to Chicago to live with Beth and Josh. She had been in such a sad and vengeful state at the time. Her vow to have sex with soldiers was made as something honorable. The fact was that she just wanted to be.