I was getting a hard on from her fear. I fucking liked it. I asked her where she kept the tape and she point to the little draw. I took her into a be...room around the corning and tied her hands to the bed with her mouth completely taped up. She could scream until tomorrow, no one would hear! Bitch. I started to cut away her clothes to look at her body…she wasn’t that bad. She had blonde hair, big D cup breast and nice legs. I wasted no time; I told her that her ass would be mine for the. I have always been called a looker , either it’s been my small shirt poorly chosen for a car wash, or skirt too small out at a party, I have always been the object of several men in my life. But with all my sexy attributes and naughty clothing, I am still a pure, untouched virgin. Yes, I have been in relationships and dated a couple of boys here and there but never have went much farther then kissing or the occasional hand job. Still keeping my virginity had to be the hardest accomplishment to. ‘I thought you were my friend.’ ‘I am, I was. Gina, it wasn’t like that. I’d hoped … you know. It wasn’t meant to be a quickie. I wanted …’ ‘You wanted to take advantage. Perhaps you assumed I would be easy as I wasn’t getting it from Lennie.’ ‘No, not at all. That’s unfair.’ It was obvious from her expression, he couldn’t hope to win. ‘I messed up, didn’t I?’ ‘You sure did. Damn Robert, I wished you’d told me at the time.’ ‘I’ve just explained that. I didn’t know if it was true.’ ‘So you. But ofcourse she wasn't. Maybe she was my sister, but she seemed so old. Shewas my father's age. Could she be a relative? But she looked so similarto me, and she felt so otherworldly, that I honestly started thinking ofher as a ghost. But she comforted me, she didn't scare me. She held me ina motherly way and I felt loved."You have to learn to love yourself," she said. "And you have to bewilling to accept yourself for who you are. Look for the things that willgive you comfort. I'll always be.