." my voice trailed off."Loneliness is an ugly state, Mark. I know that from experience. It can eat at you. I still feel it now and then." she said sy...pathetically."We've never been apart; even for a day. Except I guess when the kids were born and she was in the hospital. I didn't have to travel and when there were conventions, I always took Jo with me. I think that's what's making this so hard. We've never been apart." I was looking off into the distance, unfocussed and in a wistful mood;. Alice reached over and fondled my freckled breast. “Please be soon, I can't get enough of your gorgeous body.” I smiled at the complement. “Well, tomorrow I have to see several caters for our wedding and a florists. And looking into the cake. And then my family is coming over for dinner that night. On Saturday, Mark and I have interviews for some bodyguards and then we're going out on a date that evening.” Alice pouted more, her finger pinching my nipple gently, sending delicious tingles. “Also AMF owns Harley-Davidson I want to buy it from them lock stock and barrel,” said Teddy.“Man when you step out, you step out,” my Dad said.“I get the feeling this is how Daniel made his moves back in the day. I imagine when he invested in Detroit Gas Co., North American Edison Co, when they were nothing but idea’s in somebody’s head his brothers probably looked at him as you are all looking at me right now. Trying to decide if this was a foolish gamble, or the start of something worth. My family is saying that I’m doing weird things. I have no clue what they’re talking about my left arm not included. Why would I say that? My anxiety expresses as some paranoia (That’s cool we’re old friends. It’s a awesome friend to have in any form of Law enforcement. He’s kept me from a beating many a time.) My anxiety also expresses itself as random jerks in my body and it gives my left arm a kinda of life on its own. When I stress it will draw itself up by my shoulder and my fingers do.