She could not even say those vulgar or clinical eputhets in her own minds. It was her own private place, and these were her private emotions, or so sh... had gathered fom that messy attmpt at frankness from her mother before. The passion she was stirring in herself with her fingers touches was not all that private, and it was the one thing she worried nothing about showing, as she had caught even her prudish roommate in the shower once, her hand free and clear of any soap or body wash busily. Ready for anything!My date picked me up at six PM that night, and took me to an expensiverestaurant (with several other couples) for dinner. Then to our seniorprom, we did dance several dances together, but he was so popular thatthe other girls kept asking him to dance most of that evening. Frankly, Iwas glad that the other girls kept asking him to dance since my feet werekilling me in these six inch white heels. Then, we left the dance, andhe drove to a local "lovers lane", and parked. I was. I suggest that you and I discuss none of this until we are home and it is just the two of us.” “How am I supposed to handle seeing my husband in bed with another woman?” “Trust me, Audrey, you get used to it. I need to go shopping for some clothes now.” Jeff quietly turned and left the room. His heart was pounding in his chest, his ears rang and he saw spots before his eyes but he pulled off looking calm and serene. An hour later he wore khaki Bermuda walking shorts and a coral shirt to the. Are you sure this is what you want to do?"She smiled ruefully."Maybe it's what I was meant to be." We're all meant to be what we make of ourselves." I've made a lot of mistakes, Jake. A lot of them I can't take back." Oh, so you're the only one who's ever made mistakes?" Far too many and ones for which I can never be forgiven." Missy, I've seen a few sunrises and sunsets in my time. My experience has been that the hardest person to get to forgive you, is yourself. " Who are you Jake? You don't.