I did not look up at its lighted windows.So, my first falling-in-love had ended. My no longer wanting to be with Inge was not because Josef behaved as...he always did with freshly met girls, nor was it because I thought Inge violated by his touch. It was because Inge could have stopped Josef's advances with a word, a shrugging off. Even a belated getting up and walking away with me would have done.What I could not bear was that Inge had freely chosen to make me watch. I believed Inge deliberately. Why do it again? And with Suzi and Lee too! Tell me why for god’s sake.”Uncle Bill suddenly looked more relaxed. Pretty clearly he’d had an idea.“Come on you two – let’s discuss this downstairs over a drink. There’s no harm done. We were only playing about – it’s not as if I raped them or anything is it? I was just doing another of my little videos, and you know they never get sold over here, so nobody will ever recognise Suzi and Lee. And anyway, you two aren’t exactly angels, are. . we can amplify certain feelings. I can ... uh ... cause something like a feedback loop that makes those feelings feed on themselves until the person can't take it any more and goes unconscious." What feelings are you talking about?" I inquired. "Is there any way to stop the feedback loop or return them to normal?" Well, uh ... the feelings I seem to have control of are only those that pertain to certain activities, although I can also affect the other ones to a degree, but not as powerful as. “Do you recall the conversation we had a few months ago about ‘The Fifty Shades of Gray?”“Uh, yeah…sure. Why?”“Do you still feel the same way…about submitting to me?”“Uh…yeah, why?”“You don’t sound so sure...not as sure as you seemed to be that night.”“I’m sure. It’s just that you took me by surprise. Are you telling me you want to do it?”“Let me put it this way…you need to be on the floor…now!” Paul looked at me incredulously, but he slowly slid off the chair onto the floor. I pointed to.