That is when I started to go for my Sunday coffee and breakfasts at Timmies to think about my life, and what I wanted from it. My walks in Heber Downs...were simply an extension of that. I needed to think if I loved my wife enough to give up on my dream of having kids and a real family. True love won the battle. I still mourned for the life I had abandoned for true love.The week proceeded much like any other week, but I kept thinking that the young woman must be real or some goddess of fertility.. She went to an all girls high school and she had a crush on her french teacher I can't remember her name, apparently one day Anne did something wrong and the teacher said her punishment was to be spanked this to be done at the end of the day in her quarters. Anne had never been disciplined before and as far as she knew what she had done wasn't that bad, however at the end of the day she knocked on her teachers door and was admitted, she was told to bend over the back of a chair and to raise her. Du hast es im Leben zu nichts gebracht. 35 Jahre lang hast du nichts gerissen und es soll, laut deiner Mutter, auch schon wahrlich früh so manchem klar gewesen sein: aus diesem Jungen würde nichts werden.Zumindest Mutti war es klar und sie machte seit Kindheitstagen keinen Hell daraus. Andere Ansprechpartner hattest du nicht, keine Geschwister keinen Vater, ihn hatte ein Besoffener Lastwagen Fahrer von der Elenden Existenz als dem Alkohol verfallenen Leiharbeiter morgens um 2 auf dem Heimweg. Reshma ki chhoottiya chal rahi thi to wo hamare yanha rehne ayi thi kuch dino k liye… to main chahi ko roz chodta tha ya jab mauka milta tha tab chodta tha or chachi pregnant bhi ho gayi thi or mere bache ki ma bhi banne wali thi.. To chachi ne aub mujhe mana kardiya k mujhe aub mat chodo mere pet me bacha hai to maine chachi se bola k fir mere liye apni jaisi mast choot ka intzam karo to wo boli theek hai…….Agledin reshma ghar ayi to main dekhta reh gaya bot hi khoobsoorat hai wo or mast.