Just an actress. Nevertheless, at that moment I was a very vulnerable and suggestible actress.I knew that we would be touching, kissing, and hugging f...r his Aunt's benefit. Also, I had my own agenda. I was so eager to experience life as a married woman. I did not want to decide yet about my future path. I might live transgendered and always present myself to the world outwardly as female or as transsexual and go for surgery. I was attracted to women but I fantasized men when I was acting as a. We talked for quite a while about the upcoming move. As things turned out, we had luckily found a buyer for our house at a price I felt was fair. So things were working out nicely. Two drinks later at about 10:30 I whispered to Ashley that I was going to take her picture. She smiled happily until I told her I wanted her to raise her dress and show me between her legs. I whispered that I’d take a few regular shots before she exposed herself and then all she needed to do was to sit. .. h-he put his thing in her m-mouth..."She turned away, her embarrassment flooding in on her, again.Donnie was blase, unimpressed, "So? She sucked him off?" he said, spreading his hands and lifting his shoulders. "What's the big deal... ?" H-He p-paid her for it... !"He grinned at his sister, knowingly, "So... you finally found out?" Y-Yes... I-I guess... S-so..." She still couldn't look at him. "I-Is she-she really... a... A... ?" Her sentence remained unfinished.Her brother finished it for. I relished how my embellished fingers held the fragile stemware. My hairmoved across my bare back and neck as I lifted the glass high into theair, the contents draining down my elevated throat. The earrings swungwith the sudden urge of the fermented grapes. I loved how my lips stuckslightly with the waxy lipstick trying to gain purchase on the glass. Idid enjoy being a woman. I did not believe men knew what they weremissing.Victor came back into the living room. He had changed from his.