I pulled out the outfit I would wear to the salon, and thought about all the things that I might have done, we’d booked a 4 hour slot so there was t...me to do pretty much anything they had on offer. And then I turned my attention to what I would wear tonight. I wasn’t going to cam, so this was all for me, a final act of utter self-indulgence. I rummaged through every single item I had, cherry picking the very best.Standing by the mirror it was impossible not to feel attracted to myself, no-one. All the girls have every event written into their calendars, although they are happy to leave me alone during the day of my late wife’s birthday, wedding or some other event they have found along the way. The night belongs to one or more of them. And sometimes I still sneak into the storage box that holds the memories of my life with Ginny. I thought I knew everything I boxed and placed into storage, yet even to this day I still come across something that I never noticed while packing. As I. “It’s an honor to meet you, sir. I’m Lieutenant Williams. Do you have anything to take back?”“Probably.” Tony turned back towards the lifeboat and found a rucksack he had pulled out of one of the storage compartments. He policed up his trash and added his undershirt to it and then set it back down on the sand. “What happens now, Lieutenant?”“Call me Jack. Now you get on the helo with me, and we go back to the Shoup. We’re leaving these guys to prep the lifeboat for retrieval. Also, as guards.. Enraged at seeing her outside once again, he lost it completely and grabbed at her and pulled her closer to the edge."Yes! Jump! If that's what you want to do, then just jump in! " He had told her just moments ago. She hadn't heard him of course but just stood perilously close to the edge on the rocky cliffs staring out at the raging sea. Then he grabbed her and shook her. "Jump! I said. Jump! End it all, for once and all!"This jostled her back into reality and she let go a blood-curdling.