After about a week on a Sunday my cousins and the whole family left for a picnic, they asked me to join them but i declined as i had to go home. I sai... bye as they left in their car and started to go home, just then i heard the sound again and saw Pooja looking at me through a window near my uncles master bedroom, i went in and looked around she was no where to be seen, as i did not have to courage to go inside i turned to leave, as i was leaving i thought i would look inside me uncles attached. ..but it doesn’t help me any.” I kissed her head and squeezed her to me. We just lay there for a bit, sharing out warmth, relaxing in the buzz we still had. Kirsten laughed then. “What?” I asked hazily. “The worst is,” she said softly, “I’m still so horny.” I laughed too. “Me too.” For some reason, I never really knew why, I reached my hand down, down between her legs to feel her sex. “Mm, you are wet.” “Gah!” Kirsten sat up in shock. “Tegan! What are you doing?” “I don’t know,” I. I think. You mean you want to make certain you’re gay before you start telling people.”“No! I mean—no, I know I’m gay.”And now the moment of truth, Jimmy thought. “How do you know you’re gay?”He coloured deeply, but met Jimmy’s narrowed gaze unflinchingly. “I know, because I like men. I find men attractive. I get turned on by men.”Jimmy grinned. “Well, that’s the right answer,” he said, and Tobin brightened. “What do you think about when you masturbate?”With only the briefest hesitation, Tobin. Behind him on Camp Shackleton's main parade square, Marines and a platoon each of Navy and Fleet Auxiliary sailors stood likewise, wearing their full dress uniforms. A company from the Thule Cadet Corps stood as disciplined and proud as any company of Marines. Each serviceman wore a poppy in his or her wedge cap just like Kowalski."Between the crosses, row on row,"Around the perimeter of the parade square stood the ragged ranks of concubines and dependants, many of them standing at the same At.