I cried some more when I saw all the responses to my death. Tears started running down my cheeks as I read them. Then something told me to go back to ...at's page, and I did. A new update blog was up and then I started crying harder. I read of Kat saying she loved me as a lover and a friend. How a hole was in her heart. She wrote about how we felt about each other. I tried to leave her a message but the page kept coming up with an error.I pounded my leg in anger and kept trying to send a message. "Hannah..? Are you listening? How does this look?" Shia said, annoyed that her friend had been staring into space again. "Oh-oh.. It looks awesome, Shia!" she studdered, startled by her loud voice. Shia motioned her over next to her in front of the mirror, and smiled, "We look awesome together.. We're always going to be best friends." "Yeah.. friends.." Hannah sighed. Is that all we're going to be? Trying on her last outfit, which consisted of a smallish bra and a red thong, Shia examined. Without moving my body at all, I inched my hand back and forth, caressing myself with agonizing slowness. I turned my head so I could keep an eye on Emily. I wanted to appear innocent if she showed any signs of waking. With those sunglasses hiding her eyes, it was easy to imagine she was watching me. Would she like what she saw? Was that why she’d spent all afternoon getting me naked and teasing me? Did she want me like I wanted her? God, why wouldn’t she just say it, then? All day she’d been. 30 baje ganga ghat jayenge aur puja ka aarambh karenge, humne dopeher ko khana khaya aur phir so gaye, 5 baje maa ne hume jagaya aur jaldi taiyaarHone ko kaha, mein turant naha ke bahar nikal gaya, kyun ki maa aur didi ko bhi taiyaar hona tha, jab woh dono bahar nikle to dono ek jaisi hi saree pehn rakhi thi, cream colour ki golden border wali, jaisi hum aksar puja mein pehnte hain, woh dono bohat sunder lag rahi thi, aur panditji pehle ki tarah maa ko ghure ja rahe the aur maa unke aise bartaw.