" I know enough to know that I love you, and I'm willing to listen to anything you have to tell me," she said. "Are you going to let the past interfer... with your future?" She added with a little giggle, "The thought of being in love scares me too, but I want it so bad I can't - I won't - let the fear stop me."I got up and refilled our cups, then resumed my seat. So many different emotions were flying through my head at once I couldn't keep track of any of them.She continued, "You were my first.. "So? Go talk to her," Kennedy urged. "Do the moving-on thing. A good long night of hot, sweaty, meaningless sex is just what you need right now. Rinse all that leftover 'Buffy' stuff out of your system so you can be all sparkly-clean and ready when the next chance for a real relationship comes along."It was funny--Satsu hadn't even thought about Buffy in, oh, at least an hour. But as soon as Kennedy mentioned her name, Satsu saw the similarities between her and the blonde woman over at the. It took a while to get the walk looking a bit more manly as the plug made me wiggle my ass more than usual trying to hold it in place. When I entered the shop I smothered him in kisses to show my gratitude."So you like it," he grinned. Patting my backside he pulled me closer," Are you wearing it for me?"As I walked to close the door, I slipped down my jeans and bent a little forward to expose the purple base for him. The sight of it in the middle of my pale round ass seemed to please him."Mmm. "You're not seriously going to talk to me about it, are you?" Shh. Keep your voice down." Wh--? Why are you..." I was at a loss for words and didn't know what to say."It's perfectly natural, Patrick. I understand you doing it." I knew what she was referring to and saying that M word out loud would just make things more awkward."Mom, did you really have to unlock the fuckin' door?" Watch your language." Whatever." I didn't curse much -- not around the house, at least -- but it felt justifiable.