Jacob went ahead to retrieve the car and pick us all up at the curb out front. The boys hung on Jake and laughed with him as he played. He really doe... love his boys. For a moment I was in the zone where only he and I exist. It was only for a moment. Mrs. Bodiford, I am looking forward to staying with yall. I do love our southern accent. It is so civilized and refined. Yankees have no idea. They have their own charms, dont get me wrong. But to hear a southern accent and think the speaker is. I had always hadsubmissive desires but no real ambition to persue them while I washappily married. Perhaps because I could never replace my wife, thesesubmissive tendensies grew over the last year. Still, I would neverhad persued them outside of a fantasy life until yesterday. Whichleads me to my current situation.There was no doubt that Kim had struck a nerve in me. I had neverexperienced sexual pleasure anywhere remotely close to the hieghtsthat I reached in the last day with Kim. The. I briefly glanced up and saw Shelley looking James right in the eye, and I knew what that look meant – I knew what she wanted next. And so did he.He stepped back and pulled Shelley up and around the bed, shoving her down on all fours at the end of the bed aggressively as he moved behind her, pushing her dress up over her hips. He started finger fucking her for a few moments from behind, making her groan heavily, then pulled her up towards him, running his hands all over her before grasping her. Having lost my passion, my brain took over and I felt like I had been punched in the stomach. What was happening? Real men, real husbands don’t let their wives have sex with other men, I thought. What if my friends found out? What about my family? No one would understand. Suddenly I thought about Jim. Would he tell anyone that he fucked my wife while I stood by and watched…and wanked no less?My thoughts were dizzying and I was nauseous as I looked toward the center of the room again. At first I.