I think your interest was and is genuine.”“It is.” She interrupted me. “Todd, how do you feel about me?”“I’ve been working up to that. I...am examining my feelings as I talk.“Gail, it has been intense. I have enjoyed getting to know you more deeply. I hope you have enjoyed being here with me. But...” I stopped. “I’m not sure how to go on. We need to go slowly in my mind. It could be real good or could devolve into a shambles. We need time to know each other better. I have been accused by other. “Yes, I have been out to dinner for several hours,” I told him, as we moved toward the registration desk. There I was handed a much larger package after signing for it.Back in my room, I opened the package to find the passports, ID cards and driver’s licenses that I had arranged for on Friday. I added them to the others that I had collected here.Monday morning, I awoke early and spent an hour chanting and then another on my exercises. I had skipped both on Sunday. Following a good shower, I got. "And with your record you' ll. be going to Rahway or Greensville Prison and boy are you gonna enjoy it there!" Fuck it, I've been in juve hall long enough. It can't be much worse then that!" Eddie said with false bravado."JUVE HALL? You dumb white motherfucker! I was a corrections guard at Greenville. I seen cocky white boys just like you go into that hellhole only to become the boy toy of 50 hardened convicts!" he said. "When they're done with you you'll have any asshole the size of a barn. The employees all looked up, work and conversations forgotten as I walked in. There were expectant faces in the group, all appeared quite happy and eager, which I took as a good sign.Rebecca met me at the door to my office and handed me a list of things I needed to act on."I'm sure I don't need to tell you that just about every newspaper and television station have called here asking for an interview. I've politely declined and those calls have dropped off. However, they have been replaced by.