“You've used one?” Ms. Petrov had.“I've heard about them,” I said. “I've never seen one.” My asshole tingled. “Are you...”“Oh, yes,�...� she said, grinning. “But first, hands behind your back.”I shuddered, knowing what was coming. It was exciting to obey her. I placed my hands behind my back. She then set another object beside me. A thick, long, pink dildo attached to a black harness. I gasped in realization. Before I could move, she grabbed my hands and slipped the first leather cuff around my. I said to him, "want to see me play with my cock"? He nodded yes so I pulled off my towel, squeezed a little lube on my cock and started stroking it with two hands. I was really excited because immediatly some pre cum came oozing out of me which caused Jake to get up and take a closer look at my cock and then he sat back on the edge of the bed facing me. After stroking myself in front of Jake for about five minutes I noticed a bead of pre cum form on his cock so I got off the dresser, wiped his. That pipe cost 25 bucks ... at least the last one I bought in the ‘60’s did.The next dreamer who passed by here would find a bud or two ... just from the smell. And they were welcome to it.So ... we sat on the running boards of the Roller and watched the birds wheel in the sky and picked out clouds and named them. We were sitting calmly sipping water from a canteen when a 63 split window covered with hand painted swirls and flowers pulled up and the youngsters piled out. They were just kids .... There is nothing wrong with that... was there?When Gary fucked my mother in the ass was that love or lust? Lust of course. My mother, did she allow it out of lust or love? She claimed it was because of duty but I had seen her eyes on each of those three occasions and what I saw shocked me at the time. Mother may never admit it but I would say she was in the heat of passion each time. Yet I hoped it was love for me - enduring Gary's advances so I can succeed and advance toward adulthood.Just.