I get out of the tub. I drainthe water. I throw the razor blade in the trash. I dry off. I startpacking my suitcase. Fuck. Mom is home. She's ca...ling for me to comedownstairs. I flip the lid of the suitcase to close it. I slide itunder my bed." Kandy, open your eyes."She sits there. Still trembling. Still shaking. Still crying.I put my hands on her shoulders. I shake her. "Kandy, open your eyes.It's Barbie. Please open your eyes. Come to me."She opens her eyes. She looks at me,. The second call was much more difficult. I didn’t want to really get into things with Karin until I saw her face to face, but I was cutting an entire week of time from my visit with her. I really wanted to avoid a long-drawn out conversation with her about it, so I told her that I was calling from a friend’s house, which was true, and that I had some serious issues at home that meant that I needed to cut my trip short. I was still going to see her for a full week, and she’d have my undivided. My eyes were watering. My stepfather was now pumping and thrusting into my mouth. He was face fucking me so fast now. He was pulling at my hard nipples. “Wanda, open your mouth wide. Your stepdad is going to come. Oh fuck!” Michael blew his hot cream down my throat. There was so much come. I really started to gag a little. “Wanda, don’t gag. Swallow it down for your stepdad! You know how that excites me.” I tried my hardest not to gag. But it was the most come he’d ever spilled out. It. I’m still not sure if a fake is worth the trouble. You gotta have big balls to bluff your way with a fake. Luckily, I have big balls, for a girl.“Guys, it’s a fake. We can take her,” he said, growing more insistent.Anyway, other than try and fight him, which I knew I couldn’t win, I’d do better to just run out the door behind me. “Are you so sure you wanna be shot in the face, motherfucker?” I asked him. I had the gun back on the chief by now. The other boys were frozen, staring at me like.