.. so... nonchalant about this? I wassure you would be mad."Paul grabbed my hand and looked right into my eyes. "Penny, I have beenwith men and with...women. To me we are just two people who happen to enjoyeach other, And, while I can't speak for you, I can say I want to get toknow you better and spend more time with you. But I will leave thatentirely up to you."With that, we hugged, kissed briefly and went our separate ways. But notbefore making sure I had his phone number.There must have. I thought about kissing him downthere but didn't think it appropriate. I wanted him to know that I foundhim interesting and I really wanted him to know what it was like with agirl.I get the impression that a lot of my readers will think, "How can yousay you're not a homo, Jamie." You're doing all that to a boy. We didn'thave sex. I didn't want to have sex. I'm really not interested in himother than to make him feel like he was worth my time. Other girls willfind him attractive and I'm sure that. It was time! Sue had absolutely no cognizance of being taken to the church; in many respects it was like a condemned man spending his last hours before taking that long last walk.She heard organ music. She was walking -- because someone had told her to begin walking and had nudged her. She saw a sea of smiling faces. She saw Dick's face, strained and smiling at her from the altar. She saw the bridesmaids in front of her scatter out like brilliantly colored petals of flowers unfolding.A face:. I moved aside and she typed in the same notepad who am I to get angry on you. We were not speaking since others were around us. I again typed, if I had hurt you I had done unintentionally and please forgive me. She had a cute smile and typed it is fine. And I immediately typed can you come with me for dinner today. She immediately accepted and we left office by 7 pm.We went to cool place and ordered our food. We were chatting so many stuff and suddenly she told me I like you very much. I was.