My working philosophy was that if the order appeared important enough, I wasn't going to refuse the advances of any client. Even selling paper that me...nt I ended up giving sexual favors of one kind or another to three different clients in my first week at the company.Dan was of course happy to see that I was doing so well in my new business. I felt a little bit sorry for him, though I wouldn't call any feeling I had "guilt," perhaps a little, so much as pity for him. I loved Dan honestly and. “Alex, I’m so, sooo sorry for what I did. I was scared, I was….terrible.” She looked away sorrowfully, and contemplated words that could make it all better. But there were none. The truth, then. “I was not good for you then, Alex. I needed—I NEED—to clear my stupid head. My stupid, stupid head..." she sighed sadly, as she leaned against the same wall he’d been against. “I would never have been mature enough to appreciate you before, but BELIEVE me, a lot’s happened and I now know how fucking. 'Knock knock knock' it read. I open the door and there she stands, her face damp. It wasn't raining and her eyes were red, fresh from crying. "Well come inside" I said, trying to sound warm and comforting, then remembering she also hates the cold weather, "its too cold outside." She sits down on my bed, the main feature of the one roomed unit I lived in. I sit down right beside her and put my arm around her. She leans her head back on my shoulder, something she wouldn't normally do. We fell in. Then he stopped fucking and dragged the covers over their heads and sort of just laid there with her legs wrapped around his back. She attempted to ask why he had ceased fucking but her tight lip seal allowed no way for her to speak. He locked his own thighs around her right thigh and moved her hands behind her holding them together in a snug embrace. His other free hand went behind her blonde head to hold it against his numbing, smothering kiss. Then, except for a tiny little hip movement.