Something I’ve never ever told anyone since High School, at least until I got to Maine.”“Go on,” I said with trepidation.“I started drinking...after that. A lot. It let me forget. I mostly did it at night before bed so I could fall asleep and not dream. But sometimes in the morning. Sometimes even at lunch. I managed to hide it from everyone for a long time. Tiger; I’m an alcoholic.”I took a deep breath and let it out.“But you’ve drunk alcohol since we’ve been married. And I’ve encouraged you!. {Yeah, she'll probably sleep for another hour unless something disturbs her.}{It doesn't wake her if you move around or talk?}{No, I pretty much have to direct a thought directly at her if I want to awaken her before she wakes up normally. I would imagine you could direct a thought at her and awaken her as well.}{I don't want to do that, Love. This has to be pretty traumatic to her. I'm amazed you guys seem to be adjusting as well as you are.}{Yeah, we're kind of amazed too. Sharon and I have. I tell you to put your knees apart & whip inbetween your legs over your balls. I tell you to stay there I sit on a chair infront of you with my legs open drinking the champagne I smoke a cigarette as i know you don't like it while I'm doing this I have taken your ball gag out, your telling me how sexy you think I am & how you desire me & you want to fuck me while you have a butt plug up your ass hole. I tell you all in good time. I finish my cigarette & blind fold you. I talk to you saying. What secret Trina said? That you're a transwoman?Stunned and very surprised I look her in the eyes with disbelief. H h how did you know. I started to year up.Come with me dear as she helped me to the kitchen. No one was in there.We've been having these parties for years and we've seen about everything you can imagine. Bill saw it immediately and asked me if he could choose you. I didn't know at the time but bill just knows.Does Jim know?If you haven't told him the no. No one else knows.I'm.