“We just have to hope that there’s enough real kindness in this world to counteract such cruelty.”Now noticing a silver cross hanging from her n...ck, Ken pointed to it and asked, “I guess this the part where you start lecturing me about suicide? That I’m being selfish and trying to go against God’s plan?”“No,” she replied with simplicity.“No?”“No. Ken, I meant it when I said that I’ve seen that look before. I know better than most that suicidal thoughts are rarely that simple. There’s no switch. All your kids are just like all ours were at that age. I think it's so funny how Sam, Dan, Ji, and Kai pal around together with little Nitika hanging out with them and pushing them around. That little one is going to be a force to be reckoned with. They are like CJ, Stevie, Robert, Greg, and Mia. Mia has always been bossy to the boys. We have to watch her so that she doesn't push the boys around, even though she's only half the size of her buddies."My family began saying goodbye to all shortly. Sitting so close to her for two hours and smelling her spicy smell was driving me crazy and I had to lean over and run my finger on the side of her cheek which then bought her head to rest on my shoulder for the remainder of the movie. I added the finishing touch by grasping her hand and holding it close to me for the remainder of the movie as well. Now at home after stopping at our favorite Chinese restaurant we are sitting together on my couch watching a movie and relaxing after our long and. How could she thank me? Could she be under the mistaken impression that I was doing her a favor by letting her fuck the asshole."I mean that I appreciate what you did for me last night," Sonya said."Don't thank me, it was no gift," I said."Well it was wonderful and I want to tell you all about it," she said.She did understand and this was her way of punishing me for the way I treated her."You really don't have to tell me about anything," I said, "and I would rather you didn't." I have to tell.