" When I said it was what I normally gave in the past she asked if I would allow her to persuade me to give more and I said sure. She was about late 3...'s and had a nice figure, not too slim and a nice pair of tits. She came over and kissed me and immediately started tonguing me. I naturally responded and started caressing her tits which I found to be quite firm. she reached down and started to unzip me and open my belt so I unbuttoned her blouse and unclasped her bra freeing her tits. I bent. Are you going to pick me up then?’ ‘Well, should I?’ ‘What do you mean?’ ‘I mean, should I even bother? Our last two dates were obviously nothing to write home about Paige. You seem a million miles away and you refuse to talk about us. I’m your husband…remember me? Carl, your husband?’ ‘I know this has been hard Carl. I need just a few more months though. I have figured out some things…I just have a few more…’ ‘Yeah? Well, figure out this…I can’t take our separation any more Paige. I’ve about. Eleven in the afternoon. I was getting worse. I was getting thirsty. I had to use the bathroom. I could barely move.Someone was knocking on my front door. I could hear the faint pounds downstairs through my closed bedroom door. They were loud; maybe it was Camryn coming over to see if I was mad.I tried yelling."Help," a weak cry was all that came out. Did I lose my voice? What was happening to me?The knocking stopped. I laid silently wanting to cry; nothing came out. I fell asleep.Six in the. "Sometimes that grows into a deeper love very satisfying and fulfilling, it consumes your whole life and becomes your life, but you still love your parents that did not change and did not lessen. Now stop thinking about people and think about situations. Say you love to play tennis and play it all the time but life changes and now you don't have time to play and no place to play but it doesn't mean that you don't still want to play and your desire to play may be stored away in your subconscious.