They allowed Julie to come into the defense prep room to update me on the office operations in my absence and she passed my correspondence to Brenda w...th a wink to me to let me know she had carefully censored any questionable details.I noticed that Julie had taken to wearing some loose fitting maternity clothes and I saw Brenda giving her a once over and giving me a questioning look that looked a lot like an accusation unspoken.The judge interrupted the morning’s business to remove one of the. Out came the white silky lacythong with matching bra and garter. The panties were put on after thegarter.I said, "Hey we always put it..."That's when she piped in, "Shut your fucking mouth..."She then put me in a pair of black thigh highs and 5" strappy heels...It was like I was on cloud nine, but she was made and it greatly tookaway from the excitement. Vexed she slipped me into a short black miniskirt fairly tight fitting and above my knee by 6". She added a silkivory blouse leaving it open. Instead, I have to paint other’s truths. Reality’s boring truths. I miss it so much. It was nice dancing before the faerie, and I do get to create such wondrous art while making love to my brother and his women, but ... but ... I truly find joy in painting. It’s been over a year since I held a brush, Ealaín.“A year!”“Yes, it’s hard to pursue your passion when you’re following your brother around on his adventure.”“It won’t be forever,” I said, my frustration dying down. “We’re getting closer to. It is hard to believe that I've come to think of here as home." It has been an interesting sixteen months," Dale said."That it has," Denise said. She wiped her eyes and asked, "Do you mind eating alone this morning? I'd like to spend a little time saying good bye to Victoria." Go ahead," Dale said.Denise leaned down and kissed him. Rising, she said, "Take care of yourself." I will," Dale said. He watched her walk out of his bedroom for the last time.She turned at the door and said, "Good bye.".