Three heaped teaspoons of Horlicks powder and two of sugar, thoroughly mixed with hot milk – not boiled milk. You really must get into the habit of ...emembering things Poppy. Life will be a lot less painful for you if you do.’ ‘Yes Mrs Boroclough.’ ‘I’ll see you about 11pm.’ ’11pm. Yes Mrs Boroclough. Thank you Mrs Boroclough.’ A click on the other end of the line meant it was safe for him to hang the phone back on its cradle. Phew! Good job I’m quick with answers, he thought. He glanced down. Even using skype to video chat with her, I felt alone.My mates suggested I go to the Indian Chat House and have some tea. They toldme they've met many people there and had a very good time. So, one Wednesdaynight when I was feeling especially lonely, I went.It was somewhat late when I finally made my way to the place, almost 9pm.When I arrived, there weren't many single people there. Somewhat dejected, Isat down and ordered some Tea from the pretty waitress. When she returned, Itried to talk to. “Kiyun nahi jaise tumhara dil kare” I replied and then said “Pehle khana na kha liya jaye whan hi baatein karain ge,”“Theek hai” she nodded and I turned the car and went to a nearby restaurant where I parked the car and went inside. After dinner I said to her “Mere ghar chalte hain, waha ziyada freely baat kar sakein gey,”“Haan yeh theek rahe ga Chalo,” she smiled and I was surprised to hear “chalo” from him, she sound totally changed now and looking totally different as she was not a young. She read the entry – and then she stopped and reread it, open-mouthed. She felt so dazed by what she’d just read that she downed her drink in one gulp and almost choked. She read it for a third time. ‘had sex with R – very satisfying – went shopping and returned to find J suspended from staircase. suicide note – has made over money to F – stipulated it will go to charity on her death no matter her age – bastard! learnt florrie not his, he says – says I mustn’t let on – always too fond of the.