When my breasts fall out, she cupped both of them and told me how beautiful my tits looked compared to her cow utters” K said.B asked: “So she thi...ks her boobs are ugly?”K laughed and said: “Well they are really big and she wishes she had smaller ones like I have. They hurt her back and the guys have no idea what color her eyes are, all they care about are her boobs. That pisses her off.”B told her he wanted her to tell him everything she and her BFF did that day. K smiled and put her hand over. "Open it silly, then you'll know," she giggled.I found that she had gotten me a pink nightie."No more hospital gown with the back door air conditioning!" she was proud of the gift.It only made me cry. It was so girly, that it only served to remind me, that I had been turned into a girl.I became aware that Nurse Joy would not take this, as appreciation, for her gift."Don't you like it?" she pouted."I like it, I just am so happy," I lied, and I hoped she would buy it."Oh wonderful, I'm so glad. ”“I said, you know I can’t fly, Lori. Plus I’ve got too much going on here, music, a job I enjoy, and the likelihood of the PhD next year. And you knew all that anyway; maybe this job is just a means to get away from me. Perhaps it’s not just the job you’re sick of, maybe you’ve become tired of me!”“Fuck you Will! How could you think that of me? You know I don’t want to leave you, but I can’t stay here doing what I’m currently doing, either. What’s so bad about leaving here, and coming with me?. He would have a commanding presence, when he walked into a room, people would stop and pay attention. He would be tall and have dark hair compelling eyes and great hands. He would be bear-like; he would look gentle and sweet but have the strength and size to have whatever he wanted. In sweet little Kiki's mind he wanted her and she wanted him to do... well what ever he desired to and with her. Sweet little Kiki wanted this very, very badly.So every night for a week little Kiki would rub just.