.but still with my family unfortunately) a strange thing happened. A bright light, like the refection of the sun from glass, exploded across my vision...briefly. When the spots before my eyes cleared I looked around, confused. Now what happened then made me question my sanity...Something was hovering in front of my face..at first I thought it was a dragon fly...but it was blurred. Whenevr i tried to look directly at it my eyes couldn't focus on the strange flying thing. a vague light shimmered. I told him I'd call this evening and we could talk and that he could come over early tomorrow, say about one, instead of in the evening. Cully, please, would that be alright? It would mean so much to him. And to me, darling."I jumped in immediately, both clodhoppers, "Girl, why don't you just stay the night then you can both come in tomorrow. That way..."She cut me off."No, Cully, this will be fine. We need some time for one another. I want to be with you, Cully. Just you and I. It feels like. I could hear him fumbling with the keys and the door lock trying to get in. I closed my eyes and said a quick prayer that he would pass out downstairs on the couch and that my children wouldnt be the object of his rage. But in preparation that he would make it up stairs to me I readied myself. I took off my sweat pants and baggy T-shirt that I wear at night and removed the blanket I was under from the bed. I learned my lesson about three years into our marriage when he had started drinking on. I turned and walked into the bathroom. Jeff had juststepped into the shower when I came up behind him. Thewater cascaded off his broad back and splashed myfront. He turned to face me, his Jeff smile wreathinghis handsome face. (I do love Jeff. He’s verystraightforward about life, and a god in bed!)He reached behind me to close the shower door. I lethim do it but I was determined, this time, not toperform my usual shower routine with him. When I wantto reward Jeff for being good, I usually.