Tears were now filling his eyes. "You know," he said with difficulty, "if this whole thing is a turn-on for you, I should be glad! Maybe it won't be s... bad when they actually..." he couldn't bring himself to say the words. He went on. "And I don't think you let it influence you. You made the right decision, the choice any decent mother would make. I don't think you're trying to commit suicide. You're just trying to save your child." He broke down, trying to speak through his crying. "I just. At the four month mark I had a cute little hour glass figure,but a month later I saw that I was still growing. Two months later Idiscovered that control top hose really helped with my little belly.Now, I saw this pear shaped matronly woman standing in the mirror. Itwas exactly one week before our wedding and I felt fat and ugly. Icollapsed into sobs onto the bed. This brought Bob bounding up thestairs. "What is wrong baby?" he said holding me. "Look at me! Whathave I done to myself, I am. ’ I stared at her in shock, ‘but it’s the first day!’ I exclaimed. ‘Don’t be such a puss, sit down and talk with me.’ And I did. We talked for hours. At first we just what classes we were taking, and school stuff. But eventually the conversation drifted to other things. We talked about everything, music, art, religion, politics, you name it. She was so fascinating, I couldn’t keep my eyes off of her. We had some mutual interests, mainly music. She was into punk rock, and I was more into ska and. She was somehow managing things. The neighbouring flat was empty and the owner had gives us the key so that when he sends people to check, they can take it from us.On a Sunday morning, our doorbell rang. I opened the door and was immediately taken back. In front of me was a 6.5 ft tall man with grey beard. He was well built and had a commanding voice. He asked me if mom was home. His voice was so deep and loud that mom also came out from the kitchen to see who was asking for her. As soon as she.