I checked the help-wanted ads and there were quite a few jobs available that I was qualified for in the Raleigh area. Cindy and I were high school swe...thearts and got married right after graduation.Neither of us had ever dated or been with another partner. At the time of the move we were only nineteen years old and had a four-month-old daughter who Cindy was still breast feeding. We were also trying to get her pregnant again, so our children would be close in age. We rented an apartment until. All she could say was, “Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God, oh my God.” over and over. As she moved closer to them, not really knowing what she was going to do or even what to do, she saw Billy pull his still stiff cock from her daughter, Patty, a saw Billy’s cum ooze out of her pussy. “Billy, you didn’t even use a condom. What are you two thinking you have to use a condom.” It was as if she was approving the act but not the execution phase. Then under closer look, Ann saw the trickle of blood. But how can she asks for those, those from me, then it hits her, maybe she, she can go out for grocery and buy something quick, though then she remembered that she can not drive and it would be really embarrassing to have me around as she buys her womanly things. However, the pressing need out weights her shyness and she asked me to take her to supermarket. I agreed readily and smiled at Anu again, a bit mischievously and tell her that I will also take her to an Indian fashion store for her. At the age of twenty-three, I was a childless widow. I heard people whispering, ‘She’s a good looking girl, she’ll soon get someone else,’ but I didn’t want ‘someone else.’ I wanted what I could not have, Roy and my dead child. It might have been best if I had tried to take up some professional work in teaching, but the compensation money lured me away from this. Being without things to occupy me, and as the worst effects of my bereavement diminished, I began to visit old haunts -– places were.