It was because I hadn't masturbated in several days, I had wanted to yesterday morning but I missed my opportunity due to poor planning, and had to he...d out for the day.In the afternoon I made the mistake of texting one of my subs, who os rather high maintenance, but like all high maintenance machines when put to actual work, when he gets "down" to his purpose for being in my periodic company, 9 times out of 10 he makes up for all the hardship. It is this most excellent service that keeps me. When you wanted to have the hood on with pinholes only at the nose to sleep in I thought as much. That opens up a lot of new possibilities that you probably haven’t thought about.”Kevin locked the metal collar back on around my neck over the straitjacket, which was a snug fit but closed. He pulled me by the attached chain into the bedroom. My arms were tightly hugging my body, and the only parts that were exposed were my feet, my nipples, my cock and the two pinholes at my nostrils. I was. I thought we would start off with the lingerie shoot, because I imagine it must be daunting as hell to turn up to meet a stranger, and for him to just tell you to strip off and start taking photos of you naked. After that, we’ll move on to nude, and go from there. I mostly shoot the erotic stuff upstairs, where I’ve got a spare room all set up for it, but sometimes I’ll do a set in the granny flat I had built that I use as my main studio, so if you’re ready, shall we go and get started?” he. ’ Again I was silent. What my father didn’t know, or maybe just didn’t want to believe, was that Darren and his friends had liked to catch you in the hall back in school and grab your ass or your breast. Darren and his friends were the reason girls tended to go in groups. ‘Ellie?’ my father said now. ‘Are you listening?’ ‘Yes,’ I said. He smiled. He loved me, my father did. He didn’t understand and he never would, but he did love me. # And I did what I had to do. Was I only dreaming, wishing?.