" Thank you Lydia, just put it on the desk please." Are you okay?" Did Master tell you his Great news?" You mean about his new slave? I thought you wo...ld be happy to have someone else here." I guess I would be if I wasn't so afraid of losing his love."Caitlin grabbed a tissue from the box on the nightstand."That won't happen dear. I've seen many people come and go in this house. None have been quite like you. You can see how Devon feels about you every time he speaks your name and every time he. He also confirmed that it was o.k. to carry on with the samehormone regime.I have told my children, but not their spouses. Even though they weredeeply shocked they have been very supportive and are with me all theway. You can imagine how relieved I am. I was terrified that I mightlose them, which would have absolutely devastated me but could not havestopped me.My wife, kids and grandkids have been the one good thing andcompensation in my life. Don't get me wrong, it hasn't all been bad. Ido not. Later I found out this was exactly the case.On the evening that I was to meet Mistress Alyson in person, I had told my wife I had to attend a business dinner and would be late home so not to wait up for me, which Sarah appeared to accept, with no questions. Mistress Alyson said her husband was out of town, so I drove to the address Mistress Alyson had given me, with a bag containing the contents Mistress Alyson had instructed me to bring, which I had bought over the time knowing Mistress. I fucked up in Vermont. I had trouble dealing with things. Unfortunately I didn't realize what was important to me until you left. I won't let you go again."I smiled at him. I really do love him."Yes you will," I said calmly, reasonably. "It's worse now. This past weekend ... well, it's worse now. You can't love me now. You love who I was. I think she's gone now. They killed her."He held me close and said, "I know about this weekend. Well, I know about most of it. I don't care. I already.