I wanted to give myself to the man I married. But, my fiancé talked me into having it and I wanted to give myself to him. I thought it was really gre...t, but I really have nothing to base it off of. He was very loving and very affectionate and he took his time with me. He has been with a lot of women in his lifetime. I think he really enjoyed being my first lover. He recently asked me to marry him. I accepted his marriage proposal, but I’m just so confused. I’ve never had a boyfriend or even a. Once sitting on the couch and I sat next to him he said nothing and leaned over to me and began kissing me again.By the time we broke that kiss, I was absolutely then and there ready to be fucked and pleasured by this man. He just told me to stand up and get undressed and he would have me screaming in pleasure soon.My guilt about doing anything like this as a married woman had my mind in turmoil thinking about it all. But my need to be pleasured, and by this man had me caring nothing about. I remembered years ago, when I was about 11-year-old or so, my mom and dad would have long arguments about their sex life, it almost broke up the marriage. But they figured it all out somehow a year or so later. I always wondered what fixed their sex and marriage problem. I respected my dad in a lot of ways. He was no good- looking guy or popular for that matter, but he was very intelligent and rich. I never benefited too much from his wealth so that I could learn things the hard way. I was. “My name is Liu,” he replied as he undid his pants and pulled them down. I looked down to see his hard cock wanting attention. I attempted to put my hand on it, but I wasn’t sure. “It’s ok,” he said as he leaned back on his elbows. He gripped his cock, slowly stroking it. I put my hand on his and we stroked him together before I did it on my own. Very carefully, I masturbated him as I watched his reaction. He made me feel so good, I wanted him please him in return. “Suck it for me, please,” he.