I picked myself up a digital camera and I was set. I had Randy film me as I practiced speeches, quoted lines from movies. It was fun and I was learn...ng and I began to reconcile my parents death as it being part of life and move on. One day after work, Randy invited a few of his buddies over for dinner and some poker after. We decided against dinner and just set out a bunch sandwiches and had some drinks. I am not a heavy drinker, but I guess I had a few too many, before poker even started I. It's all in picking the right people for the job."Charlotte sighed. "You people are great. I already feel better. Maybe we can put this thing together yet." She smiled at Larissa. "And you've always been there for me ever since I met you."Larissa blushed and looked into her wine glass. I had to grin. I'd never seen this self-styled "tough old broad" at such a loss for words.The scholarship fund started shaping up right away. Between them, Larissa, Frank and Latoya drew up the basic documents. I. It would be a two day event. As before Barb’s expenses would be paid in full. She would be guarantee $2000 a day for just showing up. Everything including clothes would be provided. All she had to do is have casual clothes to travel in. “No problem. Just tell me when and where and I’ll be there.” was Barb’s reply.Having been involved in a couple of Bill’s and Mr. Darrien’s parties, Barb felt little need to ask the details. This was a deal she had made with the devil. She had agreed to rent her. ”“It was so powerful.”“Actually, for most people kissing on the lips like that is hardly anything. And that brings up the second point that you need to know. I’m not sure how to say this tactfully, so I’m going to just say it outright. When God made you, he made a sexual dynamo.”“What do you mean by that?”“It’s like you were designed and built to have sex.”“But that’s ridiculous. I’ve never wanted to have sex.”“You just haven’t realized it because of something that happened in your childhood,.