Silence for awhile. When he pulled me up I ended up nearly on my hands and knees. My eyes are tightly closed and my body is beginning to feel very ali...e. 'Open your eyes, little girl' he softly purrs. I hesitate for a moment and he slaps me again. I open my eyes and look at him - his face only inches from mine seems carved from stone. I search his face for clues to his mood and find nothing. He watches me and knows my thoughts, sees my body vulnerable and available to him. I move my left hand. She said that a new trainee would join the company the next day and I was to instruct her on the dos and don’ts of the company.“You can leave,” she said when I was too reluctant to leave her cabin and stared at her for 3 long seconds. It was a bit sad to leave her out of my sight but what I had seen made my day.The next day, as instructed by the HR, I received the trainee and gave her a tour of the office. Her name was Renu. Renu was lean and her chest was almost flat. She was fair and cute.. I told her that I was trying to help Lana and Beck with their lists and that it was kind of like grinding rock salt into my wounds.“That bad?” she asked. “Finding out new things or just rehashing the bad?”“I got the complete list of who they had sex with to hurt me,” I said darkly.She winced. “I can only imagine that upset you. Was it the number or the specifics?”“Both,” I said softly. “Beck made sure I’m not going back to the baseball league we were in last summer, but then I was planning on. "Honestly, you could have gotten something a lot better than these. Not to worry though. Here, try these." She handed him a small plastic container."What are they?" Clifford could see printing on the small white box but could not read it through the haze."Contact lenses. And don't bother asking how I got the prescription, a girl has to have some secrets." She dropped a wink at Cliff that he missed completely.He opened the box and felt one of the small disks under his fingers. They were moist to.