" He stands upand she follows him. He has always respected her, except for the factthat last time they had oral sex for a few minutes."I want to be wi...h you." Isabella takes his hand. "We don't have to doanything, I just want you to hold me." She presses her head against hischest and her runs his hands through her short black hair."I want this too, but you know this is a problem." He smiles and handsher a blanket. She feels a tear roll down her flushed cheek. He wipes itaway.Isabella lays in. Entertainment had you in mind?”“Why don’t we go inside and find out?” the other guysaid, “It’s a bit more private in there ‘ away fromprying eyes!”I smiled and turned, then walked into the ladiestoilets, the guys closely following.As I stopped and leant back against one of the sinkswith my hands either side of me, the first guy reachedout and slowly slid his hand inside the flap of myraincoat, his fingers lightly stroking my. We sat on the sofa and had a chat for about 20 minutes, nothing major, just girltalk. She asked me if the money she gave me was enough for me, and did I want to earn any extra. I knew that look she gave me, I knew she had something in mind. She was having some friends over for a dinner party later in the week and asked if I fancied helping out. I agreed and she drove me home.She picked me up at 5:30pm and drove me over to her house. She pulled into the garage and locked the door behind us with. It is interesting to think about how my sexuality has evolved since I was 17. I didn’t come out or start dating women until I was 30. At the time it seemed like such a relief to not have to perform a hetero role because I had a lot of deeply buried feelings that I had to deal with. Having a break from social expectations of heterosexuality helped me to redefine myself. Some people have a hard time wrapping their brains around the idea of a changeable gender because they see a natural definition.