I like both giving and receiving and enjoy doing both. I enjoy being played with and having the other person enjoy themselves by playing with me too. ...t’s been a while since I have dressed and I am on my way of getting into it again, now that I don’t have to hide it anymore and don’t have to face the consequences of a broken relationship. It’s more of a hobby for me and quite stress relieving. I’m not obsessed with it or will be doing it daily. I’m not ever going to be taking hormones or having. He turned his head to see the black man from before looking at him, hand testing the temperature of the shower. The man was completely naked and facing towards him, a big black flaccid cock hung between his legs. Eric's eyes were drawn to the thick column of flesh. He couldn't help it. It was huge. It must be 7" flaccid. He licked his lips, the water of the shower pounding unnoticed on the side of his face.The man gave a brief chuckle before reaching down to grab his dick and shake it. It. " You NEED Daddy's big cock deep in your fucking shithole because you're a filthy, nasty anal slut!" You like showing your shithole off and shocking people with how big you can gape it, don't you anal whore!! " You liked to see the look of shock and disbelief on those old men's eyes when they caught you fucking yourself hard in your shithole with that huge dildo in the men's restroom shit stall, didn't you my anal whore!"I made that one up in the heat of the moment but I guess she liked it."Yes. . like there was a raging beast inside me that knew no humanity and no society. All it knew was its will, and its desire to be obeyed."I said I would, and I meant it." My voice sounded cold to my ears ... clinical, detached, yet ruthlessly uncompromising. It was eerie to here this voice pass my lips.Sarah noticed it too. She was looking at me nervously now, and she was hugging her knees even tighter. "Umm ... Jon, listen, I didn't mean what I said ... I was just having another one of my little.