My 'big sister' became my dom, and we just kept it going for three more years – she had become a grad student, until she left and freed me." Do you ...ant Renee to be your dom?" I don't know." Do you want me, or one of the other men to be your dom?" I don't know." Do you want all of us in this house to be your dom?" Oh, God. I'm not sure. I don't know how you'd you use me ... or abuse me."Jim said firmly, "We would never abuse you. Were you abused before?" Yes. My dom and the other sisters of the. That wouldn't do. You had to realise yourself that Ant was going to be your bride. Mum and dad think it a really good thing, they always liked Ant." But she never talked to them!" I observed."She never talked to you, but she was quite talkative with anyone else, except when you were around." We walked slowly down the path that led to the church. Becky was going to be Antonia's Maid of Honour, a decision made at least fifteen years ago. Likewise Antonia had been her chief Bridesmaid when Becky. We were the closest of friends. But for some odd reason because I went off to Europe I had changed. I didn’t know how to tell her. I couldn’t find the words to tell her that I had lost my virginity. It’s not like I had broken some promise to her to save myself for when or if we were ever ready to more from friendship to relationship. I just didn’t know if this information would change how we were. Finally I decided how I was going to tell her. I quickly ripped out a piece of paper and wrote. They even had a nice striped tie and cuff links to round out the outfit to present me in a light in the courtroom that would not prejudice anyone in the jury to think I was guilty because I was wearing the apparel of a criminal.It was a small detail but I knew how those things worked and knew the attorneys were well-organized and a big improvement over the count appointed lawyers assigned to the case.I didn’t see my Uncle Joe sitting in the courtroom and I assumed it was because of the.