His penis is shriveled, shrunken, wet, and sticky, covered with his semen. He hopes that you don't come home and find him in this state.He cleans hims...lf up. He can't get the thoughts of you and your Bull out of his head. The feelings of jealousy, shame and humiliation overwhelm him. He becomes aroused again, a victim of his own passions. He can't help himself, his erection is so demanding. He is so depressed and lonely for you. He tries so hard to fight the urge, but his hand finds his. I didn't hide my situation from the world either. Actually I embracedit. I told everyone who mattered in my life: Friends, co-workers,bosses, and even casual acquaintances. I received almost 100% support. This made things easier in several ways. First off, since peopleunderstood, I wasn't ostracized. The community openly accepted me. Butsecondly, it generated sympathy and support. People came out of thewoodwork to help me with my cause. Not the least of which, severalwomen co-workers. She could only shake her head and murmur a soft "no, but I'm sorry Tom, it won't happen again." "I know it won't Ann," he said, "because after I'm done with your bottom you'll think twice before charging our card up like that again." "I've decided to use the razor strop on you to make sure of that, now take off your panties and bend over the corner of the bed with one leg on each side of the corner, with your legs well apart." "Oh no Tom, not the strop, please!" The strop had been Tom's. “Relax,” I soothed, and sat down on one of the chaises.I was sure she was nervous because we’d never really talked before. As I’d said to Kara, I’d only seen Summer once or twice since she started babysitting the kids at the end of the Summer.“Have the kids behaved well for you?” I asked.“Yes. I mean, they’re brothers and sisters, so, you know. I guess Jesse was teasing Birgit when you came in?”“Yes.”“That’s about the worst of it, really, though sometimes I have to remind them about no video.