The man didn’t get far at all before I plunged the knife in and struck a kidney, making him fall down in agony. I pulled it out and slit his throat,...showing him mercy at least, more than he would have shown me. We rushed to get his body out of the room and dump it somewhere just near the diner. Before we could pour gasoline on his body and strike the match, I heard Becca scream in shock and pain.“That’s ... that... , “ Becca couldn’t bring herself to make the words for some reason.“That’s what. They were sharing a cup of sorrow and a bottle of wine.I went upstairs to get comfortable and got an idea. I went downstairs and took Keri and Sarah by the hand and led them down stairs to the basement and had them sit in the pit that looked out through the underwater window into the pool.“Mick, what are we doing down here?”“I thought that you might want to watch a little porn and cheer up.”“Porn? Really? And what are we going to watch it on there is not TV down here?”“Just sit here and. Miss, you'll have to leave the store." I looked over the nice young man in his nice clean suit, smiled and shook my head "no". He looked rather uncomfortable making such a request, but I couldn't blame him for making it. I also couldn't leave."I'm sorry, I can't." I smiled gently, sympathetically, turned and continued shopping. I didn't see him, but I knew by the shuffling noise that I was about to be tackled. I turned to voice my protest, but instead felt cuffs clamping my wrists behind my. If I was able to go to confession now, I would tell the priest that I've been keeping lots of secrets these last few weeks. I'd tell him that I've been telling lies to my Mum and Dad, and to my boyfriend. And I'd probably need to tell him about the urges that I feel between my legs. I'd also want to tell him that I'm very unhappy at the moment....You see, I've been telling my Mum and Dad that I've been going to the college library, when I've been going on a hot date with a spare pair of panties.