And so, I stopped waiting and I started trying again. I went on a couple of first dates with kind, intellectual men with good finances, and followed m... old ‘this is my preferred type of partner’-pattern. But somehow the Danny Disaster had changed me, I just didn’t trust as easily, and I didn’t let the first dates become second dates. And I didn’t love. I’m not sure if you can understand what it feels like not to be able to live and love fully, when you’ve been living and loving to your heart’s. With a pang of shame and self-loathing I also realized that had I been faithful to the woman I said I loved, I wouldn’t even be in this predicament.Chapter 4I have no idea how long it was before Sophie returned. But eventually she did. The hood was removed, but not the gag of course. As ever, she was radiant, and she was smiling sweetly.‘You look terrible David, a real mess’ she taunted. ‘That means my boys have been doing a good job.’ Her jauntiness made me sick in my stomach – it was the. I pushed him down the hall to his bed. I pushed him down onto the bed, his full nakedness before me. I got right down on top of him and resumed rubbing my pussy on his hard dick. "Uhh baby," he groaned as he squeezed my tits. "Get that shirt off, babe." He pulled my sweater and shirt off and in the same motion pulled his face to my breasts and began a full sexual attack on them. Holy fuck, he licked and pinched and bit me until I couldn't take it any longer. I reached down and positioned him. "It's a lot to take in. But let me just say yourinvestiture is a power that you have been endowed with from your veryfoundation. I was told by the Spirit Guard you could feel Platicore'sminion draining the power from others from a considerable distance. Isthat true?"Robert shrugged. "Yeah, I guess. I felt this... hard to describe, it wasan icy stab in my, I don't know, my investiture I guess." That is an ability granted to you from your investiture. The symbolthat glowed on your head was an.