He warned her not to commit adultery or else he would kill her and her family. Actually that warning was unnecessary because it was a tightly knit com...unity and the only man available would have to be members of the extended family and a secret like a sexual tryst would be impossible to hide. She was not sex-crazy enough to risk certain calamity to herself and her father's family. She soon learned to seek solace in masturbation. She told me about her masturbation and showed me how it was. She entered in the room and said now go to bed. I without saying a word went to bed. Mom also turned the light off and lay. I was thinking that all the fun is going to end. But in reality it was something different.I woke up by mom’s pushing. Actually the masturbation of last night made me really tired. As I woke up mom handed me my brush and toothpaste and said to get ready fast as we are going to reach within an hour. I didn’t see any anger or disappointment in mom’s face. Becoming fresh I. God, how it ached to see him like this, like a fallen angel kicked from his place on high, now just another mortal, wallowing in the dust and dirt of earthly sin.Only the knowledge that her wonderful Phillip would someday understand, that she could come to him, humbly and without conditions, to ask for his forgiveness... only that knowledge had kept her alive these few days, had given her the strength to go on despite the ravishment she had endured at the hands of Marty Felder. Just thinking of. .and squeezed it over her dress.She kept smiling at me..Then she said one min and went and switched off the light in her toilet and came back to where she was.I was going out of control..With my left hand I was hugging her..my mouth finding hers and my right hand trying to probe deep inside her lifted nighty.The wall was now creating problem and I told her I want to come that side.She said now its too late and grandmom might call for you.She said we will meet again in your room tomorrow as it.