She stepped close to him, and took his hand. “This way she said,” as he shuffled behind her down the hallway. Her hand was cool, but he could feel...the pulse inside of it, surprisingly strong. A minute later, he was looking into a nicely furnished, warm guest bedroom. The pillows and blankets seemed heavenly. He barely remembered crawling into bed, and she hit the light, leaving him in the dark, moonlit room. He was asleep within minutes.He didn’t know when he woke up, other than the moon was. ” Ellen says, soon as she closes the front door.“Not a problem!” I’m enthusiastic and follow Ellen to her room, she goes to take her shower. I’ve stripped off and gotten into bed, and ten or so minutes later, Ellen appears with a towel around her, and her lilac clothes, neatly hung on a clothes hanger, she puts it away, and stands at the bottom of her bed.“You are such a handsome man Stuart, I love you so much!” Ellen unhooks the towel and lets it drop to the floor, and I realized, I’ve never. The massages you gave me, the attention... andhonestly, the nursing was kind of nice." So...?" So, Addy, I don't have any desire to be adopted and be your baby girl?Look at the future I have in front of me now. As a judge on the Courtof Appeals, I can make so much of a difference in the lives of people -Bigs, Mids, and Littles alike! I couldn't do that if I was adopted." What if it was just pretend play?" Play?" Oh, come on, we tried some different types of play in bed...?" You mean...?"She. . Well.. Who was I to say no!!? I stopped at the store and grabbed a 6 pack and headed by there after work. He was painting the spare bedroom and looking mighty good in his cut offs and tee shirt. I was greeted with a nice hug and kiss. Just that one kiss brought back such great memories of all our fun times. I folded some clothes and picked up some while he was painting. He was on a tight schedule as far as moving out and he was seriously behind. He had movers coming in about 3 hours to pick.