If you know, it will all be broken. Violet squeezed the note in her hand, crumpling it just a bit, not to ruin it, but to possess it even more, to est...blish a firm hold on it, and to keep it from prying eyes. She looked out the diner window, past the pulsing neon sign, into the black recesses of the night. Sandee giggled beside her as Scott nuzzled her ear. Violet didn’t want to know. She did, but she didn’t. She didn’t want it to break. And she liked the fact that her lover was perfect. As. Our eyes met and an instant later, I had her pressed up against the wall. She gripped my head with both hands and kissed me; smiling triumphantly as she looked into my eyes. I kissed her harder and put my hands on her hips. She resisted,“Later, I promise,” she whispered. She then went out the door, leaving me with a lump in my throat. I returned to my canvas and worked on it for about half an hour. The doorbell then rang. It was Jade.“Hi Pete. How’s it going, is everything ok?”“Yeah, I’m fine,. I looked in the wardrobe and I hadnothing to wear. The lazy fucking cow won't even do the washing. She knew Ihad an interview. I told her I had to go see my mum today. Least she couldhave done was to help. I couldn't go in what clothes I had. Rags more likeit not clothes. I met this women in the bar today, she listened to me, it seemed like sheunderstood. She said she had a suit I could use tomorrow. I was so grateful.Why cant my wife be more like that. Her February 15 th Dear diary, I was. When she was done he encouraged her to watch TV or lay out on the sundeck and soak up some sun. She explored the yacht looking around. Checking out the fly deck and the salon. She made her way to the bow and made her naked self comfortable in the sun. The late morning rays bouncing off her pink skin, the heat of the sun and the lack of sleep taking effect making her drift off into a sleep.She woke up as he placed his hand under back and lifted her up slightly to give him ease of access. He.