J.’ I loved to hearing his breathing catch, then quicken.I then sucked his cock back into my mouth but this time I did it quickly and took it deep, ...ll the way, until his head was pressing against the back of my throat. I made myself keep going, to a point just short of gagging (thank God for my lack of gag reflex!), until my lips were wrapped tightly around the base. I pushed my head forward a couple of times, grinding his cock into my throat, feeling it spasm around the familiar pleasant. I just parked my van next to them let them get a good look at my hard nipples thru my thin summer dress and after we talked a bit we walked up a trail that loops back to the lakeside with a nice place next to the foggy shore. The shoreline was covered in early morning dew as I spread the blanket out. I loved watching there faces when I turned and faced them dropping my dress and stood before these two hot young men naked. As promised they lit a joint and passed it to me. My husband had told. Mum and I went to the dinner and dance, it went better than I expected, that was because I felt mum was coming onto me, it crossed my mind that she was like a bitch on heat and my chance that I had wished for could be tonight, When we got in she threw herself into a chain making her dress waved up high on her legs, it didn’t go to waste because I got a good view of her white panties in the process, “I shouldn’t have done that” she said wincing, At first I thought she meant me seeing her. I don’t know what you’ve done to me, but I feel like I’m losing myself. I’m scared I won’t know who I really am, man or woman, Carl or Carla. But mostly I’m scared that I won’t be the person you knew and loved when we met, that you’ll see me as weak and stupid and… and…’ Unwanted tears began to form in my eyes as I started to sob, and we halted for a moment. ‘Shh, it’s okay, sweetie, it’s okay,’ she said, seeing me upset. She took my head in her hands and held it. ‘Look at me,’ she said,.