I made her lie over the bed and asked her to wait for a while. I went to the reception and asked for some ice cubes to them. I took some ice cubes and...went back to my room. I was hiding those ice cubes and asked her to close her eyes which she did. I bolted the door and blindfolded her. I placed the cubes on the nearby table and came over her. Placed my hand (which was cold) on her cheeks and kissed her lips passionately and softly. Was sucking them smoothly and she was enjoying that and was. ’ Rob’s lips curled into a snarl as her words reached him and he leaned toward her pinching her chin, his stare rather defiant. ‘Fuck you, Tan.’ The scrawny blond grinned and leaned away from his hand, resting her back on the chair. ‘Don’t get your hopes up, Rob.’ He walked away mumbling swear words under his breath, knowing Tanni was right. Eventually the band would decide he was a liability and replaceable. Also, he was getting too old for this shit. Fifteen years after his first album. Those pages were ripped out of another smaller journal, because I was using it for something else and didn’t want anyone reading it. My letter to Carrie was most of what I’d written in there. Compared with the dirty little thoughts in this book, that journal talks about caring for someone. I wrote a letter I knew I wouldn’t send. It explains each and everyth thing I knew about Carrie and showed how little it was, yet how much I cared. The letter also talks about how doubtful the affection for. ‘Public lewdness? Felony sexual harassment?’ The last was the scariest. Another shake of the head. Sue then spoke. ‘Don’t tell me they offer Government classes during freshman year now? I had to wait until I was a senior. You must know the criminal code of Georgia pretty well.’ ‘Well, with Mom, Dad and Carol being cops …’ Mikie was astonished that he could be somewhat lighthearted in a position like this. ‘Then you also know how the state sodomy law was overturned. The cops served a legal.