I was at the perfect stage of horny that I finally took the plunge to post online. Now, I don't want to brag, but I have a really good looking cock (I...didn't know that then). I quickly got multiple replies. I got insanely nervous, and excited at the same time. Back then, and one of the reasons I got divorced, I had performance issues. I had some left over Cialis so I took one. Then I started conversing with some guys that had emailed me. I flirted with a few guys, I could tell some were not. ?I said ?Sweetie, I do trust you but I don’t trust this thing on me, it messes with people’s minds and I’ve already felt it messing with mine.?She said ?I know. I have done a lot of research on this and talked with a few women who have had experience with this.? She seemed to have more to say on this point but stopped herself and there was an awkward pause.I asked ?Why did you find it necessary to humiliate me earlier??She replied ?I don’t think it was necessary, it was just fun? and smiled.I. Go see Elyse when we get home and then you and I will sit in the sauna so you can relax.”“Thanks, Honey,” I said, kissing her on the cheek.We followed her plan and after Elyse and I spent an hour working on our baby, Kara and I sat in the sauna to relax. In a role-reversal, when we got into the tub to soak, Kara sat behind me and held me. It was comforting and reassuring. I’d never really done it before and I started to understand how the girls felt when I held them this way.“I think I’m. Papa was mad, so he sent out most of the men to go and look for them at a farm that was on the other side of the lake." Those are the ones that first found me." I interrupted. "They were chasing after Kira when they stumbled on me. After that we went to her grandma's farm. Go on." When they came back empty handed, Papa was really mad. He hit one of the guys and told the others to split up and go look for you. They were supposed to come right back if they did. One said that he saw a gravedigger.