Beryl stops talking, turns to me and Nikky speaks just as I'm about tosay goodnight."Isn't Chrissy wearing such lovely earrings."Nick starts speaking,...asking Nikky why she doesn't wear earrings. Berylturns my head plays with my hoops for a bit (A surprising but amazingturn on). Another passionate lingering kiss, while Nick and Nikkyexchange words about earrings."Well I've never had mine pierced, you know I've always been afraid ofpiercings," Nikky says.Beryl kisses me again then plays with my. Raste me usne mujhe thanks bola aur kaha ki bhot lambe time ke baad use itna acha feel hua tha aur uske liye she want to thank me. Maine kaha ki dosti ke liye kuch bhi karunga. Main agar tumhe thodi si bhi khushi de sahu toh khud ko fortunate samjhunga. Uski aankho me aansu aa gaye aur usne car me hi mujhe hug kar diya. Fir maine use uske ghar se kuch door drop kar diya aur vo chali gai.Fir next ek month me hum do baar fir mile aur hotel me jakar din bahr sath rahe. Vo ab hamesha khush rehne. I didn't want to fall down some terrible hole if "whatever THIS is" turned out to be nothing more than CJ getting a new piece of ass.I lay staring silently into the eyes of the man - what do you call the man who takes your virginity? Shouldn't there be a title for him? Why am I still thinking about my stupid virginity? Why do I care? We fucked, that's it. CJ fucked me. I had sex with CJ. I let CJ fuck my blessed pussy. There. No more childish, romantic VIRGIN shit!"I'm so happy," I whispered,. "I doubt they'd be much good for anything any more. The one steer is less than two years old and he'd make some good meat. We should probably have him butchered." That sounds good. Why are we feeding the other two when they're of no use to us? Why don't we take them to the auction?" I had tried to get your dad to do that for the last three years," mom said."Dad is going to be taking a load of steers to the auction in a couple of weeks," Karen said. "Maybe he'd take your two along with his."I.