When they were ready, Jane told me to bring over a chair and sit by the bed to get a good view of what was to happen. I sat down feeling very nauseous...as Jane lay down on the bed. Jason got on top, and she wrapped her arms round his neck and her legs round his back."I know it's too late for you Brian, she said to me, "but watch and learn how a women needs to be fucked" With that Jason rammed his cock into my wife with one thrust."Oh Jason" she cried out "That feels so fucking good, you donkey. And my balls still ached for her. She needed comforting. Someone to talk to. She showed me into the tiny box room that she was now living in, with boxes everywhere. Somewhere in this room was her bed. We cleared a space and sat down together. She wept as she lit a cigarette, shaking as she took each long considered puff. Saying nothing, I sat and watched, clueless and speechless. She turned to me and said "I'm glad we did that. You opened my eyes to what I've been missing all along." I touched. Like every saturday, I had an early (8am) tee time at my favourite course, but had it cancelled due to a broken sprinkler. I found out half way out (7am), so turned around to go get Vanessa, and go for breakfast. I got home around 8, walked into the house, and could hear someone was getting fucked hard in the living room. It’s hard to see your baby, sure she’s 19 now, but it’s hard to see her balls deep sucking one guy, and getting DP’d by some other guy and a chick with a strap-on. Sorry guys,. Anyway, this all serves to show we were enjoying all aspects of gay sex, except up until this point we had always used condoms never had we done it bareback.The next time I met Paul we showered together and fell into each other's arms kissing and hugging and I felt very emotional. The sex was very caring and slow this afternoon and we both worked at long slow arousal talking and whispering sweet nothings to each other. Paul had worked me up to the point where he was ready to enter me. My hole.